Hey Stranger: A Ramble and Rant

7 May 2017

Hello, oh hi there, how are you doing? 

It's been far too long since I have contributed to my little corner of the internet, so I thought it was high time I address this. Back in 2014 when I first set up my blog, I used to post little life updates/excuses a little too regularly as to why I hadn't been around (feel free to lurk through my archives if you fancy cringey content/a lol in general), and so I will try not to make this a boring long list of excuses that quite frankly you won't care about. 

I've tried sitting down to complete two mahoosive posts for months on end now; the first a real-talk post on what to expect from a master's degree (which I'm hoping to publish before I actually forget what it was like) and the other was a big round up of my favourite fashion finds, beauty bits and reads from 2016 - but let's be honest it is now May (!!) so it's probably too late to post it (or would like to read it? Let me know!). I've felt like I couldn't push out other content without posting these meaty posts first, but in pressurising myself to write them, I ultimately became overwhelmed and unmotivated. I'm not one to post half-hearted content for the sake of it as I only want to share content I am proud of (then again I'm not sure of how proud of this post I am going to be...).

From September to the end of February, I was doing a paid internship at a media agency and a big part of my job was to work on their blogger/influencer network. This was by far my favourite part of my internship and although it's not a part of my current job role, influencer and content marketing is definitely an area of advertising I want to get back into in the future. However, in sourcing and researching bloggers for major brand collaborations, I think it made me more aware of myself as a smaller blogger - that I haven't produced nearly enough content as I would have liked to and that perhaps my blog is not as popular as I'd have hoped it to be. I know that a big part of blog growth comes down to determination, hard work and constant content creation - the time when I saw the greatest traffic to my blog was whilst I was posting twice weekly, but I have been unable to get myself back to that level. Working full time has made me feeling a little deflated and uninspired to write in the evenings and on weekends I tend to just want to relax (or feel sorry for myself binge-watching Netflix if I'm hungover). Essentially, I fell out of love with blogging.

I know that in the future I will never be a full-time blogger (even though I still think of it as the ultimate dream job), but I am okay with that. For now I just want to fall back in love with blogging. I thought I would achieve this by investing in my domain name and a new blog design at the beginning of this year, but alas along came job applications and I had no time to dedicate to Charlotte's Road. So although I have felt really guilty and disappointed in myself for not blogging, as my blog name suggests this is all about sharing my journey and so I guess that will come with ups and downs, and sometimes in waves.

Anyhow, now that I have settled into a new job and a bit more of a routine I am hoping to channel more creativity into the ol' blog. My current role isn't that creative and I do consider myself to be a creative person, so I'm kinda in need of an outlet for it at the moment.

I have always thought of this as predominantly a place for beauty content, but right now I'm more in love with fashion and so I'm hoping to get more haul and ootd type posts on here. I am also hoping to post a tonne of a lot more regularly again, so here's to hoping this post won't be a complete joke. However, if you do want to keep up with my daily life you can find me on Instagram at @charlotte_dickson or by clicking the pics from my feed below - where I'm a whole lot more reliable for producing content (and I've even been involved in a few sponsored campaigns on the 'gram during my blogging hiatus, which still seems a bit surreal).

Talking of Instagram, I feel like I could post a whole lot complaining about the current algorithms stifling small accounts, how it seems like people are no longer genuinely following others for the content they like, how it's just becoming a numbers game and don't even get me started on those cheating their following with bots and buying followers. Nonetheless, this blog post is probably moany enough, so I'll save that for another day.

So yeah, thank you for sticking around and with me on this little blog. I still can't believe there's a total of 505 of you following my content over on Bloglovin'! So think of this as a note to say that I haven't forgotten about you and a thank you to anyone that has ever read any post I have ever written - hopefully there's still a lot more to come from me.

If you're a fellow blogger have you ever felt guilty for not posting enough, or put too much pressure on yourself that you felt you just couldn't blog? Or have you ever fallen out of love with blogging? Do you still think there's space on the internet for smaller bloggers or those that don't post that regularly?
As always let me know in the comments below!
Cx

1 comment

  1. Instagram is driving me insane but no doubt there will be another update soon so fingers crossed with that one it gets a little better! Glad you're back and I cannot wait to see your new content!

    Sarah | More Than Adored

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